20 September 2009 12:44 am
Sundae.
Suppose to be a happy day for me ..
but after my first part of intro..
this STUPID VEGE MONKEY HEAD @%#@$^@#..
spoiled my day..
because of what he said to me that really HURT my feeling ..
without thinking he just shoot-ed just me in front of all the resources..
(which i don't want to mention here......)
ARGGHHHH!! i was so so embarrassing ..
Ohhh .. it's not really all my fault, alright..
but i also don't wana dig others in .. or blamed others..
so i just take it as all my fault ... DAMN !!!
i stopped for at least 5-6 sec before i starts my intro ..
the music in-charge support to lower down the background music ..
but fail to do so ........
as parents were looking at me .. i can't stop for too long .. so i began my intro ..
ohh .. once he came out from the room,
he shouted out at me '__________________________'
i was so so so angry & disappoint at that moment ..
i was holding on to my tears .....
every once i saw he face .. i will think of what he said .. (today)
was telling myself it okis .. be brave ..
closing continue for me .. while this parents cindy chatted with me about her son ..
what happens to her son ...
she had decided to send her son to STHC ... which is the best ever thing ...
i kept calming her down .. n console her abit ..
told her STHC will tried our best to help her kid ..
it's nice chatting with her .. but the experience is unbelievable for a schooling boy ..
but the boy like Michael Jackson alot .. haha ..
just hope STHC can helps motivates him to be a brave n better him .. :)
Preview ended .. changed , updated data.. there goes debrief ..'
i felt so sorry for showing from a fake smile to a bad face ..
but i can't help .. i quickly left-ed the room, once he finished debrief ..
can't control any longer..
my tears rolls down from my eyes in a sudden .. while I'm taking train back home ..
Gossh .. i think i was really hurt-ed but the mean words .. although to others it might be ok ..
but in my life none had use the word at me yett ..
ahhhh .. confused .. why am i so hurt-ed .. just made me think through that is this job suitable for me ..
does all high educated people said mean thing always .. arrr .. damn fishy thing ..
hope it won't happens again .. please don't .. as i don't know could i control my tears again... haha.. as i can cry easily .... :(Labels: SUPER SAD DAY
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